I need spinning in the sun and laughing really really hard. I need desire. I need to be told brave true words. I need myself. I need my voice. I need a partner who will giggle with me and cherish me to my bones. I need real genuineness. And I need strength. Strength to trust and let down the ropes. I need honest dinner time talking. I need loving gestures and lots of drawing on the walls. I need to be met half way. I need to feel needed. I need to surrender. I need to feel heard. I need real kindness and a love that glows brightly. I want to hear music with my eyes closed and dig my toes into the sand laughing and dancing. I want to climb to the summit and yell. I want to laugh my head off. I want to take care of my one and only. I want to sleep in and eat pancakes in bed with strawberries and whipped cream. Spill coffee and wear black lace. I want to trip holding your hand because I am listening so closely. I want a painting room. I want great playlists and backyard wine drinking with music coming from guitars and soft voices. I don’t want to live the way grownups do. I want to live with the stars and blankets like the way of the fort. I want to live with the stars and moonlight. I want a picture of us kissing in every city in the world. Deep breath, hold still.