If the sky falls, hold your hands up.

I need spinning in the sun and laughing really really hard. I need desire. I need to be told brave true words. I need myself. I need my voice. I need a partner who will giggle with me and cherish me to my bones. I need real genuineness. And I need strength. Strength to trust and let down the ropes. I need honest dinner time talking. I need loving gestures and lots of drawing on the walls. I need to be met half way. I need to feel needed. I need to surrender. I need to feel heard. I need real kindness and a love that glows brightly. I want to hear music with my eyes closed and dig my toes into the sand laughing and dancing. I want to climb to the summit and yell. I want to laugh my head off. I want to take care of my one and only. I want to sleep in and eat pancakes in bed with strawberries and whipped cream. Spill coffee and wear black lace. I want to trip holding your hand because I am listening so closely. I want a painting room. I want great playlists and backyard wine drinking with music coming from guitars and soft voices. I don’t want to live the way grownups do. I want to live with the stars and blankets like the way of the fort. I want to live with the stars and moonlight. I want a picture of us kissing in every city in the world. Deep breath, hold still.

“The sad part is, once you finally let someone have you, they stop doing what it took to get you.”

“If it felt like love, then it was. The perspective you have now doesn’t change the feelings you had then.”